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I won’t take a picture of you, I don’t want to steal your soul: on the global panopticon, witness and the evil eye
I would like to start this essay with a very simple story: when I was younger, I always hated being taken photos of. When I wasn’t feeling it and especially when it wasn’t consented by me. Ironically I really enjoyed photography as I felt like it was an active way to follow how sunlight kisses a…
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Closing the third eye for schizophrenics and the energetic anatomy of hallucinations: case studies and considerations
Hello! For folks unacquainted to me I would first like to recommend reading my bio page first so that everything I say here is said in the context of direct experience, actual seeing and client cases. But otherwise, let’s get to it! Third eye visions, depending on the culture you come from, can come with…
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Freiren review and chika: delayed and misplaced grief
(yes may spoilers, i read the manga and updated po sa anime) Freiren reminds me of an indie ttrpg game I played that invites you to look at a civilization through the passage of eons, cornering you into this omniscient perspective, witnessing, storying these larger forces (war, calamity, technology) instead of an often exclusive singular…
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A Fragile and Most Tender Heart: Windbreaker AniManga in the Shonen Genre
Windbreaker is a shonen animanga the way you expect it except it’s not. It has the reliable plot beats that the shonen genre often serves: cool ragged characters wanting to better themselves and finding friends, family and community. Epic fight scenes. Tropes around fighting, strength, mentors, admiration that often shape the allegorical boyhood full of…
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Fair warnings and solutions for shroom trips that go sour
Hey wanwu! It’s been a long time since I’ve updated and sometimes I’m surprised by readers emailing me on this account. I’m mostly active on my BTS (kpop group) x spirituality fan account : @diaryofyouth.bts so you can also hit me up there and check out the reels content and occasional course I put up…
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Are you really intuitive or do you have a C-PTSD coping mechanism? How to heal and form a healthy ego
Hi, I’m Maria and I consider myself quite spiritual and am a highly intuitive person. I’m also personally aware of how closely correlated my early childhood trauma and neglect (Childhood Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder or CPTSD) is to my skills in reading and attending to other people’s needs and having a bias towards what I consider…
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What to do when you’ve awakened and you realize you’re privelaged AF
Hi you! I see you’re reading this article and have gone through something that is usually dubbed as an awakening experience. You wake from what is often called the matrix, have a taste of the divine, and for some odd reason you’re still in this lifetime, with an ego and a personality, with traits and…
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What your BTS bias says about you
Hello, ARMY here, but also your regular resident psychic energy healer bitch here to deliver you some uncomfy truths but 200000% sureball healing. I deeply adore the presence of bangtan in this current lifetime as per they’re really this genuine ball of energy, vulnerability and light that has a momentum that is just so UNPARALLELED.…
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What to do when you’ve awakened and you still have trauma
Hi. This is a bit of a micro-blog as I’m not exactly sure where to put it but I’ll have this up in my blog: What to do when you’ve awakened and you still have trauma. Okay, so you thought that you’re glances of the other side, or a taste of enlightenment would magically fix…
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The last list you’ll ever need for therapy– how to self-hypnotize yourself out of damaging internal beliefs & trauma OR alternatively doing them w/ a friend
Hi! So we’re Fucked. The world, with no exceptions, has all fucked us over to a certain degree. Wether it’s capitalism, family inherited bullshit or just being born queer or black or from a previously colonized or plain poor area or state. LIFE is hard! And sometimes it feels so hard to process personal and…
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